FFF: New is the theme

Kaleb with his "new brother" at home!!
Kamden, brand new

Kaleb, new from Guatemala and home for the first time!!

There are so many pictures you can add with the theme "new," but to me these cute faces say it all. These faces have brought so much joy to our lives. Yes many days we pushed close to out limit, but when they smile at you the craziness seems to go away atleast for a moment.

This has been quite a week as I found out that I need to have surgery again. The fibroid tumor is too big to try the medicine. Basically the stalk where it attaches it rather large and the medicine will not get rid of that thus making it more susceptible to come back. More than likely I will also have a hysterectomy. I am trying to emotionally prepare myself for this. The chance of us conceiving is slim to none, and Tim said it best when he said for me to not make this decision based on what ifs. The what ifs have controlled me for so long. It is time for me to completely let this go and move forward. We have 2 beautiful boys that are a blessing from God & I wouldn't trade them for the world. Please pray for me to be prepared for this. I was in shock when the Dr. brought up surgery as I wasn't expecting it. I know that it is necessary and will just be glad when it is all over.

I hope that each of you have had a good week. Happy Friday to all and have a blessed weekend!!